I truly loved, that I would understand.
Now, I understand the joy. I understand the love. I understand the bond.
I also understand this pain that feels like it’ll never end.
She’s gone and we’re trying to make sense of it and cope.
A thousand, tiny, venomous razor blazes are slicing my heart as we mourn her departure and try to somehow celebrate her love and what she meant to us while dealing with this grief and sudden and inconceivable loss.
The infinite pain I feel right now is the ultimate tribute to her love and my incredible sense of permanent loss.
She made me a better human being. She taught me all that I know about unconditional love.
I simply couldn’t have loved her any more or treasured any her more or appreciated her more than I did. I didn’t waste a minute with her. I always knew how special she was.
The first time I laid eyes on her I made a pact to never, ever restrain her and to always ease any fear or trepidation she had. I looked into her beautiful green eyes and promised to love her for the rest of her life.
And I did.
And now she’s suddenly gone.
I’m still figuring it all out but her light will never dim in my life.
She was a gift to me. She was a savior to Jenn.
And I just wanted you to know her story because Kitty will always define a big part of the best of me.
Goodbye, Sweet Girl.
We’ll miss you so very much.
