As many know, Bill Cole from Cole Roofing inspired large parts of this Baltimore Positive platform over the past decade. A meandering podcast conversation from Christmas to Qatar kept coming back to Nestor being pressed on how he wound up in the locker room in Pittsburgh doing his job for the first time this season after being locked out by Chad Steele and the Baltimore Ravens ownership.
Nestor Aparicio 0:01
W n s t Towson Baltimore we are Baltimore positive.com. We are celebrating a lot of stuff. First off, itโs the holidays, means I get to eat ham have a good time with my friends wise markets. But more importantly here for this conversation at least. This is the first conversation of the 32nd year of Baltimore radio. I began my career on December the 13th 1991. And as we look ahead here, weโre going to be celebrating in my homeland of Dundalk. I canโt imagine like a better celebration. Weโre going to be a Costas in itโs going to be crowded as hell because they got Christmas parties and holiday parties already booked pizza all nervous because weโre bringing over a Rock and Roll Hall of Famer Jean shocks coming over going to hang out with us all brought to you by the Maryland lottery. Ross gave me these special holiday cash drops. I still have a few Raven scratch offs to give away but I have holiday cash drops to give away from the Maryland lottery as well as our friends at Goodwill. Spent some time at least weโre sitting back last month I got a new Rolling Stone specific belt I gotta show her to as well as our friends at when donation 866 90 nation you buy two and you get two free 0% financing. Theyโve given you a better deal than I got. Even back in August. And celebrating will be John Allen one of my best friends whoโs put Childsplay back together for M three. He is in the band with Gina shock at the Hard Rock of weeks now. Iโve got a hammer Jackโs documentary coming out and Iโve been a part of that Iโm bringing in the executive producer. So in honor of rock and roll and in honor of my pal some would say my con sleeping at Bill Cole from coal roofing I am wearing my nasty bits rockโnโroll shirt that you donโt even you donโt even get the reference. I know right? You didnโt watch vinyl and HBO 10 years ago?
Bill Cole 1:50
Probably not.
Nestor Aparicio 1:52
The band was called nasty bits. So this is actually a pic this is a guitar I get it. No, the band was fronted by Mick Jaggerโs kid like the actor and it was the greatest series that nobody watched other than and John Allen John Allen hated it and I loved it. I couldnโt get enough of it. But vinyl look it up on this was the band and itโs a Rock and Roll Week. How are you? Man? I I was like a real media member this week. Youโve been AWOL the last couple of weeks? I guess youโd like the squirrels that are up on my roof or driving you crazy. How are you happy holidays my brother?
Bill Cole 2:27
Good good. Yeah, itโs been a pretty crazy couple of weeks just you know holidays and the year try and steal a couple hours you know for me and the family around Thanksgiving. So itโs itโs been itโs been nice. You know, the footballs hard to watch but but you know who?
Nestor Aparicio 2:50
Entertaining? Looking out when we were driving out of out we hit that traffic. You always said itโs Squirrel Hill. And listen, I learned something this week. You ready for this? One Well, lying is good if youโre a politician because it gets you elected Right? Or at least, you know, tell people what they want to hear. Every single time Iโve gone to Pittsburgh and Iโm going to Pittsburgh. You know for football games, probably 35 times back to my oiler days. I was there for the AFC Championship game. I was there for playoff games when Elway came in there and took their soul from rod Woodson and those guys back at Three Rivers. So Iโve been to a lot of Pittsburgh football games and I donโt remember ever spending the night in Pittsburgh, Pittsburgh when I was playing with the game to get the hell out. Right? I donโt Iโve never spent the night in Pittsburgh after a game. i Oh, we always leave. We always like whether it was a bus trip, whatever. Have you been to Pittsburgh for games, you
Bill Cole 3:42
know?
Nestor Aparicio 3:46
Get the car with me Sunday and go up?
Bill Cole 3:48
I donโt know. Itโs just never in the cards for me. I donโt know. It was
Nestor Aparicio 3:52
are you afraid? Like itโs a bad experience? Because because he had beers stone and stuff. Itโs really not like that anymore. I never felt like it was all that threatening there. It certainly wasnโt like being in Cleveland or New Yorkers. I mean, Iโve been to places that were awful, you know?
Bill Cole 4:06
I mean, Iโve done the eagle game. So I think if I can survive an eagle game, I can survive pretty much anything. So now I donโt know why the black hole back in the day seemed a little bit nasty. It was I would never go out. I would never take that trip just to get abused like that. But you know the Eagles Sure. Thatโs close enough. Iโll take that abuse.
Nestor Aparicio 4:25
Pittsburgh, though, has not like been set that itโs inhospitable, because thereโs always some Ravens fans up there. And you really stand out when youโre wearing bright purple and a yellow building. Right. So I mean, he can look around and see where the crowd is. And Iโve been in that crowd a dozen times. I sat up in the stands up there watching the championship game with Flacco through the pic to Polamalu. So weโre driving back and if youโve never done it, then you wonโt appreciate this but thereโs a tunnel. Itโs called a Squirrel Hill tunnel. And it sits three, four miles east of downtown. You know what I mean? And you have to go through it. Itโs itโs the freeway And itโs always, always always effed up. And I thought to myself, I ran for the mayor of Pittsburgh, all Iโd have to do is say, Iโm gonna blow this tunnel up, do away with it. And everyone would vote for me. Thatโs because Iโm thinking everyone in the world has been stuck in that tunnel, or going in or out of that tunnel. And as weโre doing this, Luke says to me, Well, that was an entertaining game for being a third string quarterback against a second string quarterback, and you know, and it really was way more entertaining than the Panthers game or some of these games that actually Lamar played in.
Bill Cole 5:31
I thought it was pretty horrible. Thatโs just me. I donโt know. I mean, at some level, youโre, I donโt even know what Iโm signing up for at this point, right. Like, I really donโt even know who the team is. And like, who my who I want to recruit to have a good game, you know, itโs just a very weird. I mean, do I want to Sean Jackson, to all of a sudden be the hero or, you know, DeMarcus Robinson, I mean, itโs just a really weird, you know, their names, their names, it is but it is a weird team. They have, you know, the injury bug is kind of like popping up and like Stanleyโs out, and then heโs back and, you know, itโs just, JK Dobbins is back, and then heโs gone. And then heโs back. And, like, Dobbins is running. At one point, whatever. He had, like a 40, or 50 yard run or something. Iโm trying to remember. But all the only thing I remember about that play didnโt get caught. It looked like the dude couldnโt run. Yeah, like he looked like thereโs a busted wheel there like it. Like I donโt know, if his knees not recovered, whether he doesnโt trust it, whatever. He did not look. It did not look natural. You know, Iโm like, heโs banged up or something. But but you know, look, itโs a war of attrition, right? I mean, thatโs the NFL season, they all get hurt, that next guyโs got to play. You got to figure out a way to get wins. You got to be there at the end. I mean, I donโt know if you want to like to talk about the problem. It is when youโre trying to negotiate your contract, but you canโt actually be on the field. Like that has to probably be a negative in your discussions.
Nestor Aparicio 7:18
But my next column this if itโs not on my timeline, getting me a press credential for a game in Pittsburgh would be on will Lamar Jackson, ever be healthy in December? Yeah, even the way he plays, and weโre over three, really because he was really not healthy three years ago at various stretches in that season. And I think the night you draft him, youโre, and Iโm not gonna be you know, Iโm not beating up the cost because I think heโs done a great job this year. But I think the night you draft him, youโre sort of playing rotisserie football, not real football. If you think this kidโs gonna run in the linebackers. I mean, look at what happened to Tyler Huntley. Right. Like he got hit in a way that weโve never seen Lamar get hit like that. Right.
Bill Cole 8:04
I think the interesting part with Lamar is thereโs never the one moment where I donโt remember if it was Sarah Gusa or which one but like, whoever broke Michael Vickโs leg that Delos Thomas Yeah, okay. The is right. So you with Lamar, you never get the moment where youโre like, oh, no, that looked bad. Heโs definitely hurt. His is cumulative, right? His is hips, hips, hips, hips, you keep getting hit in the same place. You keep going and that and that. I mean that this is my assumption, right? Like I donโt really know Iโm not in the training room but
Nestor Aparicio 8:45
tackle one time in a National Football League game youโd hurt like hell for five days, right? Like literally Sure. Like Iโve been down on the field. I see the violence involved in it. Right. And I just think more of that. Is is ill advised. I mean, it just is itโs itโs the reason no one wanted to draft him. Itโs the reason that the shoddy and the brass are a little bit more leery of giving him money than they would a guy who is somebody that is not taking on abuse 12 by choice while they Joe Flacco did everything he could do to never get hit. Thatโs not the way this is designed. Thatโs thatโs not the way this cake is baked.
Bill Cole 9:28
And itโs the third year where there is no just unlucky incident that gets an injury. Itโs literally the just the toll of all the abuse. And I donโt know I mean, to me thatโs makes it really hard to build a contract around that.
Nestor Aparicio 9:49
Okay, Cole is here he is cold roofing and Gordian energy. We talked solar last month, as at the end of the year here Iโve got the mug itโs so good all scratched up, but I still like it still feels like a little warm. Pinkie to me on a 22 degree morning off the field here whatโs going on with you, man? Like I? Itโs holidays, and weโre talking about hams and itโs my anniversary and rock and roll, you
Bill Cole 10:12
know, gotta you kind of like, in passing just mentioned that you got a press credential in Pittsburgh and then we just kind of moved right on by that. So, is there any color that
Nestor Aparicio 10:25
thereโs a point in this and this is a good you know, step into step in pull the curtain back, you know, father Bill, you know, please pray with me, you know, I could I could go in that direction with you on a Sunday. I would say this. I just want to do my job. So people were asking me like, why didnโt I ask Harbaugh a question. hardball came into the press room. Heโs the only Raven, the strangest part for me and I talked briefly with this about about this with Leonard Raskin earlier in the week. I did what I always do, right? My credential was at the gate. Itโs always at we parked across the Taco Bell, we always talk about getting food at that we never do or would after a game, you know what I mean? Like, Luke and I know this drill. Weโve been doing this a long, long time. Iโve been a professional for a long time to feel welcome. There was in the Pittsburgh people are always really nice when theyโre checking in and checking your bag. Theyโre super nice, actually. And itโs always like cold as hell outside, youโre happy to just be walking in the door. So every elevators that all of it is very familiar to me, right? Iโve been doing this, like I said, 30 times. And to know that Iโm unwelcome by the team that Iโve covered for 26 years, and that Iโve been treated like manure, and that Iโm only there. Because the head coach of the Pittsburgh Steelers has more integrity than anybody in their building. To acknowledge that Iโm a media member acknowledged that I should be there asking questions, acknowledge that itโs not some personal vendetta from a guy named Chad steal the truth, you know, acknowledge the truth. And the truth is that a week and a half ago, I literally and Iโve had all sorts of people reach out to me, lawyers. Just all sorts of people reach out to me and telling me whatโs happened here is against the law, right? Or itโs unlawful, what theyโre doing, from a First Amendment standpoint, from discrimination stamp like all of this, right. So I havenโt really like I hit Joe Douglas in the beginning of the year. And I said, if youโll let me come cover, do my job. Iโll come Iโll come over the Jets game. I heard nothing back from Joe Douglas. He has a relationship with Chad steel, he worked for the Ravens for 15 years, right. So hereโs whatโs this is the tribal mentality. Every single person knows that whatโs been done to me is wrong. Right? Like every single person knows this. Thereโs no debate as to whether Iโm a media member or not, or whether Iโve done this professionally or whether I do and what what a medium, whatever standard you would you would put forth by any measurement. Itโs not Greg Bader and Peter angelos, corrupt people. I would say that Iโm a media member. So I literally text Mike and Mike Tomlin and I text each other once a month, you know, in the real world along the course of human events, if you were to go through my phone, youโd see that Mike and Iโve text 25 times in the last two or three years during the plague back and forth. I donโt I had been in a room with and we went we were at we were together. When Bisciotti he blew me off. Bisciotti was at the at the at the at the pool party at the owners meetings and wanted nothing to do with me, and was laughing at me and Chad steele was making funny faces at me like he was gonna get even with me. Tom and I were holding court with the Pittsburgh media and having a laugh. And I always give him the hard time about the we want volunteers not hostages.
Bill Cole 14:00
I gave I hate Mike Tomlin, okay, because I want to hate him because heโs the Steeler coach. But just from knowing you, I know how decent and good human being he is. So that just makes me hate him because I want to hate him. But I know heโs like a decent dude. So like, I canโt hate him. So that just annoys me because it seems like he is. Iโm actually happy for him because heโs in a place where his tenure has allowed him to sort of not really care about the silliness. And he seems to just like do his thing. You know, when he was younger, he had a lot a lot of Moxie, a lot of bravado and the sideline step in you know, like heโs weโve had some pretty good you know, you could do a pretty good highlight reel with
Nestor Aparicio 14:51
some run ins with right
Bill Cole 14:55
through the what was the here Oh, event that you did.
Nestor Aparicio 15:01
That was back in 15 616 16.
Bill Cole 15:05
I mean, thereโs just been enough places along the way where the paths intersect, and then from hearing you talk, it seems like heโs a pretty good dude. So
Nestor Aparicio 15:13
Well, I mean, itโs some of the Pittsburgh guys are like deceit This is he friends with you to piss off horrible and Iโm like, you know, I knew him before Harbaugh was the coach. So I donโt I donโt know what to say. I mean, Billick was the coach back when I met him, actually. So I would just say this, I texted
Bill Cole 15:31
Billiken Tomlin together in Minnesota. No, no.
Nestor Aparicio 15:36
Yeah. Um, no, they were not. Youโre not far off by by a lot. But by a couple of years. Yeah. So Tomlin I text Tomlin and he knows the situation right. And as a little aside, and this is public, but I just want to speak from my heart. The guy who does chats deals job, Kevin burns job with the Pittsburgh Steelers, a guy named Bert Lawton, great guy. Heโs been there. I think 20 years. I mean, there was a PR Director before Bert, but I donโt really know him. I mean, Burkeโs been there forever. A bird had a real tragedy, his daughter was hit by car and everybody send the prayers out and, and thereโs a lot of trauma. And so he still was really going through. I mean, thatโs, uh, everybody in the organization loves him, his daughter. So thereโs a real thing happened in there that I wanted to be respectful of, and Iโm like, Look, Iโm not gonna make myself the story. Iโm going to do my job. If youโre gonna let me in to do my job. Iโm gonna do my job. So I went out of my way to do my job, right, like, so. I didnโt ask hardball question because I didnโt have a question to ask him. Heโs not and heโs gonna lie anyway. And heโs, heโs quick to get off the podium. And the thing about hardball in these post games is when theyโre trying to get rid of him and when he doesnโt want to be up there. They bring three more players in to make the planes ready to land. And that expedite getting him off before any real questions come and and all he does is start to praise the players that are sitting next to him the minute they walk in, he goes into Iโm gonna kiss my players dairy heirs and theyโre the best theyโre the best theyโre the best theyโre the best here have added and then you know, especially after a victory in Pittsburgh like that with a third string quarterback the third string quarterbacks waiting to get the only press conference he ever given industry. Like literally just want a game from I mean, thatโd be click lonely type stuff. I mean, crazy stuff. Right? So it really was and he said, This is a one for the ages. And Iโm like, Iโve been here for every one of them. Well, I was in there joking around with the five guys who donโt like me either. Three back Hensley, those guys. I mean, they none of them came up to me and said, Hey, do what theyโre doing. He was effed up. Yeah, like so hereโs the weird part. I go I do my job. Iโm there the whole time sitting in the seat pretty much Iโve always sat and they didnโt let me sit like next to Luke. I was like three down. So I was Next at the bottom where beatdown dude, which is cool. I told him we need more media here, not less. I got no no gripe with websites get having access. Thereโs be more professionals around this football team. And especially by the way, by the time you when I get together next time, this is you talking about me feeding little things at you and throwing things at you. Iโm hearing that because Steve shot heโs a little more red than blue, that he wants to get Uncle Larry to rubber stamp, new money and new lease where John and the Angeloโs family are more waiting on Wes. You know what I mean? So there is a little stadium thing happening here. Were shot heโs gonna get oh, I donโt know. 600 million free dollars a little more than coal roofing is getting from the government, or the WNS heโs getting at this point. And so thereโs this they donโt want any questions. They donโt. So this thing is baked up. The way itโs baked up, right? So I go up, I get my cookies. I see Charlie batch rod Woodson gives me a big hug and I donโt hug many people but heโs a Hall of Famer. Iโll hug rod. So and I hung out with the Pittsburgh media. I hung out with the von Paris guys, who are my friends who move the ravens and Steve Gasman. Theyโve been moving the Ravens the same three dudes. Iโve been in the press room with for 26 years. You know what I mean? Like literally, and I always hang out with those guys. So I hung out with them a little bit. I had Mr. Rooneyโs roasted potatoes and a salad. It was nice big water, awful coffee, but delicious cookies. I didnโt steal any initiative. And i i meandered in the way I always do because of my back and being in the car. I was walking around a lot. This is amazing, dude. Itโs amazing. And itโs sad. Itโs really, Iโm not saying this with any pride. I always talk to everyone in the Ravens organization, right? Whether itโs a digital media, person scouts, front office people, Eric Acosta set if he would put his hand down and I put my hand Hands up, we shake hands. Thatโs how close he was to me. I heard, I heard him scream out loud and cheer when Marcus caught that. The interception at the one yard line as heโs right behind me. So we can go through the whole list of who travels with the team right? Now one of them looked at, not one of them made eye contact. Not one of them said anything, not on the way to the cookies or the bathroom or elbow bump, or Howโs your wife or itโs good to see you or none of them made eye contact with me, people Iโve known for 25 years. So that was the five and a half hours from 10 oโclock till four oโclock then I went down to do my job. I sat in the front row, like I always sit I even offered the seat to somebody instead of if youโve been sitting in the front row since Iโve been gone. Iโll defer to you. But I sat here for 27 years, and I started to make some cracks about Terrell Suggs being in the room and ray coming in the door and you know, whatever. And hardball comes in the door and checks deals with him or would attach the with look into the back of my head for a couple hours. You can send anything he wanted to say to me too. And hardball came in. And before he got to the podium, he pointed at me and he said, welcome, welcome. And I said, I said that Iโm like, Yeah, okay. Iโm here because Mike Tomlin gave me a press pass. And you expect me to have any respect for the integrity of any of these, but Iโm here to do my job. So I didnโt ask any questions because there were none to be really asking, quite frankly, he was in a hurry to get off the podium and then when that happens, I go into the locker room because Luke stays in the press room with JK Dobbins with the quarterback with the Queen was in there a row Quan Smith was in there. And I went into the locker room and talked to Coleus Campbell and talked to Tyler Linden bomb talk to Marlon Humphrey, I talked to Ronnie Stanley. So I met clay and like talk to him a little bit. And that was kind of nice. He had done my show with the Super Bowl 10 years ago to actually remember me, but I have heโs been here three years, and I havenโt been in a space right to say hello to him. And after a game. Itโs not a time to say hi, my name is right guys put their clothes on singing Puerto Rican music it was you know, it was what Iโve done 450 times and ravens games, just strangely bizarre to be fit to feel like Iโm Darth Vader. So youโre asking, Iโve just given you the unabridged version of maybe what I would write I guess
Bill Cole 22:41
itโs weird. I mean, it definitely is bizarre. And, you know, people deal with uncomfortable situations in lots of different ways. You know? I donโt know, you know, they clearly probably listen read here about your reaction, you know, since it all started and so I donโt know, itโs just bizarre. People
Nestor Aparicio 23:06
think I should be silent about it. Iโm not, Iโm not letting them off the hook. Like Iโm just not every week that goes by Iโm being discriminated against, held out, sourced out having my business depressed, having my voice suppressed have not being allowed to ask questions as an organization without any explanation as to why right very weird. Very. You know, holidays. Iโve been talking about this a little bit. Because next weekend, or actually this weekend, Raphael Alvarez free plug for him as my brother from the sun. So he does this like stoop speak, you know, readings. During the holidays. Itโs very important for him to be a storyteller. And my friend Julia beavers from Dundalk is doing a stooped storytelling about her childhood in Dundalk. And Iโm wondering, give me a little Christmas story from the cold family here what whatโs unique about your family and holidays because youโve been doing rooms for 103 years now I keep saying 100 But itโs under three almost 100 for like a couple of weeks right? So what give me a little Christmas Story whatโs the Christmas carol at your place?
Bill Cole 24:22
At the expense of making this the portion of the program where people change the buttons and turn something else on like there are no real good stories like itโs all wonderful, itโs fine. Itโs great. But I think what what I didnโt understand as a kid that I have a an up close personal appreciation for as an adult now is like the business in the month of December has less to do with the roofing as much as it has to do with just getting the Weโre closed out and getting everything sorted out and making sure that the 150 people who helped us do what we did throughout the year, you know, are in a position to have really nice Christmases and holidays with their family. So a lot of it turns. Itโs always on the people, but but it turns very specifically to, you know, bonus time and, you know, saying genuine thank yous and making sure that everybody is getting ours leading in, you know, I mean, if we have snow or bad weather or whatever, then, you know, a roofer canโt work the two weeks leading to Christmas, because we get some bad snow or rain or really cold. Like, that means he doesnโt get a paycheck for two weeks, right? So so how does that guy bridge that gap during that time period. So we spend a lot of time working through that sort of stuff. And I work more hours in a day in a week, in December than I do probably any other time of the year trying to get things sorted out.
Nestor Aparicio 26:14
I worked nonstop during the holidays. And I look forward to it every year, because itโs not itโs different kind of work. Because Iโm gonna go into my archives the next couple of weeks and do a bunch of best stuff stuff and find Iโm unearthing things for the website. But I use this time of the year to really do sort of spiritual growth and school setting. I mean, Iโm big into all of those things that keep a business going 31 years, this is the time when things really quiet down, right. And a lot of times I am traveling, I mean, Iโll be going to Cleveland for the game this weekend. And it will be two days out of my life. But I take work with me to Cleveland, and Iโd sit in a coffee shop and just work. You know what I mean? Like and watch the snowfall if thereโs such a thing. I donโt thereโs something very inspiring to me about love holidays, family food, a lot of things I donโt have, like, I donโt have a big family. I donโt have all that, but I have this time of the year. Football, right. But more than that, thereโs time because nobodyโs blowing my phone up. Right? Nobodyโs working other than you over the next 14 days. Bilkul you know, I
Bill Cole 27:15
thereโs an element to that. And I would be remissed also, I mean, I grew up playing a ton of basketball. My girls are currently playing a ton of basketball. So we are spending a fair amount of our weekends and evenings either practicing or playing in games in and around Baltimore City. So
Nestor Aparicio 27:35
holiday Christmas carol tournament
Bill Cole 27:38
will probably will take off two weeks. The problem these days is that theyโre still playing lacrosse and soccer and basketball. So really Iโm looking at these poor cross How the hell are they playing lacrosse? Iโm looking at these poor 12 and 10 year olds who are all have their knees hurt and their ankles hurt and theyโre just beat this crap because theyโve been going so hard. So now weโll weโll we will shut it down for two weeks around the holiday and come back recharged. But no, itโs it is itโs a itโs a difficult balancing act because Iโm with you. It does represent a lot of like, love in fireplaces and turkeys. And you know, like I always joked about or I always laugh at when people talk about the arguments with their family members over Thanksgiving, right? And like, the politics or the you know, religion or whatever the stuff that you do, you need to avoid Aunt Susie because sheโs gonna go trumple on you at the dinner table or, you know, whatever thatโs, you know, we donโt I donโt have those sorts of circumstances or environments or, like I see itโs nice
Nestor Aparicio 29:04
that youโd like the people you get together with,
Bill Cole 29:06
ya know what I see them a lot but you know, itโs also sort of just kind of it feels wedged in between right work and the kids sports and you know, the kids have a lot of stuff and the kids have this and the kids so weโre always doing that and you
Nestor Aparicio 29:24
up on Christmas Eve like putting bikes together like a Bob and Carol Brady or No,
Bill Cole 29:29
I have no idea what youโre talking about. I mean, I go to bed and Santaโs just all of a sudden magically makes Cookies, cookies. Iโm a big fan of Santa. Heโs awesome.
Nestor Aparicio 29:43
Bill Cole is here heโs co roofing and Iโm like constantly Aryan. Hey, dude, you ask about Pittsburgh, so like, hey, yeah, do
Bill Cole 29:50
I Itโs curious. You know, I mean, itโs just a bizarre.
Nestor Aparicio 29:54
I mean, people think that Iโm obsessed with it or like that i Iโve written one piece Iโve done 450 pieces at Baltimore positive since the Chad steel incident, I wrote one piece 35,000 people have read it now. Right. But like, and I talked about it when itโs appropriate, which is, you know, when itโs appropriate every Wednesday when Iโm locked out every Thursday when Iโm locked out every Friday when Iโm locked out every Saturday when Iโm not flying to Jacksonville every Sunday when Iโm not at the game every Monday when Iโm not headed back, that itโs inappropriate every day, right? So itโs an ongoing issue for me. But like, Iโve been here writing about the team very fairly, very accurately without access that Iโve had and should have for 26 years, and theyโre getting off the hook. And because of the cult part of this, Iโm the bad guy to somebody. I donโt I donโt know to whom, but the only losers are the fans. And I thought this when Iโm in the press room in Pittsburgh, and Iโm like, Thereโs seven of us here. That didnโt even send Viviano like WJC doesnโt have any money to send their postgame show at the end of the year because theyโre cutting budget, right? So thereโs thereโs Preston, Jonas, Jamison, Jeffโs reback, the bottom were beat down bow smoker. Wouk and me there were eight, seven without me. And if they put me out of business, and thereโs no Luke, thereโs even less and three back. By the way, I found this out because I havenโt talked to James Rebeck in six months. Heโs been on paternity leave. And he hasnโt really been around a whole lot. So Iโm thinking to myself, who was in the room in New Orleans at midnight, because Luke wasnโt there. Or you whoโs there asking them questions. And the less media the better. They like it. And theyโre really getting off on what theyโre doing to me as an organization, people who have had me in their home, people who Iโve had in my home, people that Iโve been linked to people with tears in their eyes over my wife almost dying, itโs wise to not even look at me. Itโs gross. As a human experience, Iโm 26 years of my life, I wrote a check to them for I was a customer for 20. Itโs, itโs, itโs gross. i Thereโs no other word for it for me. So I canโt portray it as anything other than gross and wrong. But thatโs not going to stop me from professionally covering the team. And if they go win the Superbowl, thereโll be a great parade here. Everybody have a good time. Like Iโm fine with all of that. But they need more journalists. They have enough sycophants. They literally they have enough people that whatever they do is the right thing, no matter what, because sheโs John hardball. And heโs smarter than us. I mean, I that thatโs, um, thatโs unacceptable to me, as a journalist, as a citizen, as a fan, it should be unacceptable to decent people, you know, decent community people, it should be unacceptable.
Bill Cole 32:47
So, so thereโs like two parts of this for me. I mean, obviously, I care about it, and Iโm concerned for you, and our friendship makes me want to understand and know, you know, what youโre going through and all that. But then the other part of me is just sort of the curiosity of the universe in business. And that and, and trying to understand the motivations and unwilling to accept that itโs just some, you know, emotional, silly, childish thing. Like, I just want to assume that people donโt succumb to that, but it could I recognize that it could just be that sort of thing. Like, because the NFL is a monopoly, and because they fall under the antitrust laws of this country, they are, they are denied certain decision making power that you know, a private business might otherwise be able to have, right. So they fight that line a lot. You know, like,
Nestor Aparicio 33:56
they own the games, they own the gambling company, they sanction the roll of the dice, and they officiate who wins the bet, right? So Iโm just saying that this is all new. And I am Weโre five minutes into this. And Iโm all that people love betting on football. I mean, hell, theyโve got me interested in it at this point. I know more about it than almost anybody I shouldnโt be better at betting on it, if they really, really were a thing is information and knowing things. Iโve never believed any of that because but theyโre in on it. And somebody should be keeping an eye on that on the open. I
Bill Cole 34:35
think itโs I Right. You know, thatโs an interesting sort of angle to go down, but just
Nestor Aparicio 34:42
in its surface, thatโs where theyโre gonna make all their money in the future. I
Bill Cole 34:45
know. I know. But Iโm just saying the idea that journalists will help us sniff out the point at which this goes becomes wrestling. Right. Like thatโs what weโre trying. Thatโs what
Nestor Aparicio 35:02
we need great wall was over in Qatar and my friend grant wall was over in Qatar, and I donโt need to tell you that. He is died under very, very suspicious circumstances. Well, you know, heโs a journalist who reported truth about their government. And then
Bill Cole 35:18
we can talk about that. Like, I remember you and I talking about him. Because I think he wore the shirt like you were the one that told me if the rainbow shirt, right where he wore the shirt, they wouldnโt let him in. They detained him. And I was like, Yeah, okay, thatโs pretty obvious that that would go down over there. Like, I get that. And then they started talking about that the to die. And Iโm like, What the hell? So I start digging, like, no one, I canโt find a single news piece that creates even the slightest innuendo that itโs weird. And my radar was going off, like, immediately, like, What do you mean, the dude died that was handled. In the game. During the game,
Nestor Aparicio 36:10
my wife was asleep. And I was asleep. And I woke up, and I
just happened to my phone like you do. And it was 9/3 because Iโm old. And I looked down and someone had sent me in on Facebook. And I mean, I really I sat up, and then I went on to Twitter, and then I couldnโt go to bed. I was up to one oโclock in the morning. Sure, um, because thereโs just thereโs no way he wasnโt murdered in my mind, you know what I mean? Like, theyโre gonna have to go a long, long way to tell me that, in that controlled environment, that he caught a cold and had an embolism. Iโm gonna have a hard time believing that really I am 48 year old guy whoโs been all over the world traveling, covered soccer. Iโm gonna have a hard time believing that.
Bill Cole 37:01
Yeah. Well, whoโs gonna dig on that? That Netflix, Netflix,
Nestor Aparicio 37:06
you know, and I almost before I got thrown off at Twitter, and that could be next week, because I still donโt know what I did.
Bill Cole 37:13
Third off, Twitter surprise, just started as a journalist thrown
Nestor Aparicio 37:15
off a Twitter as well. Yeah, weโll do that next week. I would say this, you know, that the journalists were on it. And I almost tweeted, and again, I was thrown off right around the same time. So I didnโt have a personal Twitter, I would say the only one that would investigate grant Wolfโs death would be grant Well,
Bill Cole 37:37
right. But he, I mean, you. So once I started digging, I started looking, I mean, Iโm fairly certain that that guy was very well respected. He didnโt appear to have any enemies, you know what I mean? Like, like in, in his universe. But is it even consent? We should probably stop this. This is like, now weโre turning into some sort of like Breitbart website or something.
Nestor Aparicio 38:09
No, no, go ahead.
Bill Cole 38:11
I just what I mean, how is it even conceivable that this guy would represent such a risk or, you know, threaten someone that they would do that? Now? Look, Iโm not gonna rule out the fact that the soccer people are crazy.
Nestor Aparicio 38:27
Heโs threatening their way of life and suppressing women and suppressing people and covering up the death of migrant workers who werenโt paid. You came there. We all know that. Oh, yeah. Right. But we
Bill Cole 38:39
all know it already. Like, so why are you gonna? Why are you gonna whack him now? Like, we all know, we all know, this is sports washing. We all know that. What that country is about? We all? I mean, I wouldnโt
Nestor Aparicio 38:55
worry about that grant was dead.
Bill Cole 38:58
Yeah. So you think maybe he was working on something that and found out about something and somebody decided they didnโt want it to get out? And they knew that because of
Nestor Aparicio 39:07
a retribution. Heโs here and weโre not going to let them leave?
Bill Cole 39:11
Yeah, thatโs, you know,
Nestor Aparicio 39:13
I mean, like, thatโs not Breitbart. To me, thatโs not even off the reservation. Thatโs what happens to Khashoggi in that part of the world when you know, that you are going back to the other part of the world and spreading more lies, truth, whatever their perception of that way of life. I mean, itโs a different, itโs a different society. I mean, it really is and, and, but but again, journalists take on risks, right. And I had a journalist poop upon me on my Facebook page for my stance in regard to shining a light on what the Ravens have done to me in my organization and my business, right, that I should say, turn the light off and Go Shut up, that I just sound whiny. No, no, no, Iโm reporting truth. And I said, a quiet journalist is useless, right? A silent journalist is dead. Like literally like, the minute you stop speaking truth, you no longer are a journalist, youโre just a guy in the corner with nothing to say. And I think that the grant wall thing, from a, from a global standpoint for me that the instant it happens, everyone in his space is thinking this, thereโs foul play involved here. You know, like, why wouldnโt we believe that from this part of the world, knowing that part of the world? And now all of a sudden to your point? Well, the bodyโs coming back, there is an autopsy, I am following all of this grant was my friend, right? I mean, a friend of a friend of a lot of friends, right? So his family, the State Departmentโs been involved, the Biden, like all of that has been involved. I donโt know what the result of that is going to be. But certainly, if there werenโt journalists, and there were a such a thing as trying to get rid of a journalist from a corrupt government, that sports washed that bought off everything that detained him all of that if there was a government that would want to kill a journalist, and we want to kill a famous journalist, and weโre gonna kill a journalist from this part of the world who reported truth and was one of the only ones in North America that went through the BBC went there. The truth? Is it being reported by Fox News, Fox is making money off, itโs sitting there in front of the castles. So I mean, they cried on the set, but then they move on, and weโll wait for the autopsy. But what will that mean, six months from now? I donโt, itโll mean nothing. Theyโre having. Theyโre having a final on Sunday. And if there were a journalist that they wanted to kill, it would have been great. Well, that thatโs just the fact.
Bill Cole 41:47
Okay, I hear you, like I said, my radar went off when even just from the t shirt, right, like even just the fact that he had had his run in with them over the t shirt. And yes, I can appreciate that. Certain countries, certain cultures certainly have a different value proposition around human life than others. I get it. I mean, thereโs a war in Ukraine right now that represents sort of, like not the 2000 version of how we value human life. So I can appreciate all that, but like, from my simple perspective, FIFA has nailed this. Like, like the World Cups been great. Like, there havenโt been any. I mean, the most exciting sort of, you know, questionable part is the Argentina dude, like firing the ball into the bench, and, you know, maybe a little bit of a scrum ensuing after that, and itโs like, Americans are gonna be all over
Nestor Aparicio 42:59
that thereโs been less diving in this tournament, like, outward diving. And theyโve legislated that through sport, right? Like thereโs less hitting of the quarterback in the NFL, right? Like thereโs, thereโs less time between pitchers in baseball, right. So, you know, making the sport better. As an American. I like it more than I liked it eight years ago, 12 years ago, 16 years ago. But you know, the weirdest thing. Is this the extra time and who legislate like, itโs good. Yeah. Yeah.
Bill Cole 43:29
But like, the fields, like I can remember and maybe not specifically, but we have we have experienced professional sporting events where the turf is a mess. And it actually inhibits the game.
Nestor Aparicio 43:48
Pittsburgh every year. Yeah, whatever. Right? I mean, sandbox up there
Bill Cole 43:52
for a lifetime. So So here, you know, youโre worried about the stadiums. Youโre worried about the fans. I mean, they show the fans a lot I get it, itโs television, they have a way of managing this but thereโs certainly seem to be in a whole lot of Argentinian people there. Like thereโs you know, every team is well represented every team the people seem to be having a crazy time.
Nestor Aparicio 44:16
We just give some love to Morocco just for about well,
Bill Cole 44:19
you have an underdog in the Final Four you got I mean, they seemingly nailed it and I canโt understand why you would potentially jeopardize all of that to all
Nestor Aparicio 44:34
didnโt necessarily need to be government sponsored right or even thought to be government sponsored. Right? Like, just be a bad actor, you know, could be like whatever you know, like, I will find out weโll find out and a friend well died of natural causes at the age of 48. dropping dead in the middle of a quarterfinal match where Argentina is playing the Netherlands in front of everybody in the media watching him getting dragged out of the press box. Thereโs video of his death. Then I donโt need to see. You know if all of that happened because of natural causes in the middle of Qatar after he was detained, and after he was the only journalist from this part of the world to go over and write the truth about whatโs going on
Bill Cole 45:15
this, again, like I said, my journalist has
Nestor Aparicio 45:17
been locked out of what Iโve been doing for 26 years. I donโt, I donโt like this, I have a different sense of appreciation for what an injustice can be done to journalists, you know, just in general, just injustice. And the fact that Fox takes all this money goes over there as a media organization and pretends none of it happens, because theyโre in on the partnership. And theyโre supposed to be a news organization and free part of the world. I mean, look, weโve jumped ship on Fox, I know what they are. And thatโs unfortunate as well. But But look, well take $200 million a year from Saudi Arabia. All thing going on,
Bill Cole 45:58
hold on. I mean, there is no shortage of corporate sponsors changing on the wall behind the field. Iโm sorry, the pitch pitch the entire game. I mean, I saw McDonaldโs there. Iโve seen Kia Iโve seen I mean, a lot of Qatari or whatever, a lot, a lot of companies that I donโt know or have never heard of, or whatever. But McDonaldโs is there front and center. Every game on that wall. Like are there consequences to that? Nine? Yeah, probably not.
Nestor Aparicio 46:37
But wiser gave them money. And then they came the publisher said, beer, right. Yeah, you know, Bill Coleโs here, weโre talking, you know, we do stick to sports. Donโt wait around here.
Bill Cole 46:50
We find the intersection of sports and life. Sometimes I think like, like, hereโs since weโre on soccer, like I became aware that Dallas is doing like $300 million worth of upgrades to the stadium for for woke up. And Iโm like, did they just build that stadium? Like that stadium? Maybe itโs 10 years old. And it wasnโt like $100 billion. Or, like, I donโt even know how much it wants to build it. And now theyโre gonna dump $300 million to be to do to push the seats back a little bit because
Nestor Aparicio 47:30
well, I mean, even the Blasio needs remodeling, you know, they come in and fix the butterflies every three months, you know. But for anybody wondering why you and I were all wrapped up in the World Cup thing, and Terry Haseltine, who still hasnโt spoken to me talk about representation as to why we lost here. I mean, there could be a whole book on when four years from now, when this World Cup comes to America and Washington and Baltimore are not a part, but Washington will be a part of it. Baltimore have his face pressed up to the glass, when we should have had six or eight games here. And what that would have meant for Morocco to be
Bill Cole 48:02
down like St. You know, yeah, weโre gonna have to go to Philly to watch. Right. Itโs
Nestor Aparicio 48:07
not going to Philly. Iโll go anywhere, but Iโm not going to Philly. Iโll go somewhere else with you though. Well, weโll have a good time. Man. Yeah, I sunshine.
Bill Cole 48:16
I have watched more soccer since Thanksgiving than I have in my entire life.
Nestor Aparicio 48:21
And youโve enjoyed it, right?
Bill Cole 48:23
Yeah, yeah, absolutely. You know, my 10 year old a watch. Sheโs into it. So theyโve got this pretty cool, like sticker book where you can collect the stickers of all the players of all the teams. So like, thatโs the like, thereโs some retro old school next to that, that I really appreciate. Dude,
Nestor Aparicio 48:41
Messi scores a pair in the final and they went through one or whatever. And he does the trickery that he does. And I mean, pretty amazing. It really is amazing, right? I mean, like, itโs really special. And, and I you know, I love Argentina. I love Buenos Aires, I love Messi, I, you know, like, I feel like I need to see him play that if he comes in plays for Miami. Iโll go throw 100 bucks wherever I can Philadelphia wherever it would be to go. Just watch him and be in His presence. I did that with back home. For sure. So hey, dude, I appreciate you. I know we ran long here. Donโt call us a call. Tell me what you do. Other than BS with me and talk about sports washing and my media pass and like Tomlins generosity, and like all that, by the way. I donโt. Thatโs the wrong word. generosity, integrity. Sorry. He didnโt do anything generous, he did the right thing.
Bill Cole 49:31
So right now, I would say again, itโs sort of the same reoccurring message broken record that I give you every time I call like, you need right you need to plan for your roofing work. Letโs get the discussions going now. So you can you know, get it done in 23 if you need it. And then while weโre talking about that, you should at least understand the economics of solar on your roof and figure out whether itโs right for you because we can help you sort all that out.
Nestor Aparicio 49:55
I got a solar prospect for you, by the way. Oh, yeah. To hit me itโd be unfair. Okay. I got a new sponsor that I add literally, this sponsor, Iโm not gonna give it away took me out onto his roof to show me the roof, like and Iโm like, Iโve never been on the roof of a business. Maybe I should. Maybe you need Bill Cole. So Iโm standing out there on the roof surveying and Iโm like, I almost text you.
Bill Cole 50:18
I should have just gave him a price and weโll figure it out.
Nestor Aparicio 50:20
Weโll call call roofie Gordian energy my pal and we went, we lingered longer, but thatโs okay. Itโs the holidays. Itโs my 31st anniversary. In Baltimore radio, by the way to be 25 years August 3 that Iโve had the station. So 31 years on Tuesday and celebrating on Thursday with our friends in the Maryland lottery the holiday cash drop tickets. Ross brought these by fade these last week. Weโre going to be a Costas on Thursday with the Rock and Roll Hall of Famer Gina shock of the Go Goโs John Allen is going to be with us. Thereโs a rumor that Eddie Lauer Steve ports are going to come by and bang on the drums and play the bass and sing we got the bead and sing our lips are sealed and vacation all. So thatโll be Thursday at Costas also our friends at hammer jacks are going to be a theyโve done a documentary with Louie. Itโs gonna be fun. Weโre going to talk weโre gonna laugh. Weโre gonna drink eggnog or eat crab cakes, and itโs gonna be a good time. Itโs all brought to you by the Maryland lottery, our friends of goodwill and window nation. I am Nestor. We are wn St. am 1570, Towson Baltimore. We never stop talking Baltimore. Positive